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How real you are- contingent

 

I lap up the last drops of existence
and wipe my mouth of essence

Since childhood I
felt ill-at-ease
Nauseous in the clothing department
at Kohl’s

Now I’m in a big city
and everyone is walking by overflowing
with their present selves

The saber-toothed tiger
as a species
its teeth were sharpest
just before going extinct

I think it sad how
the simple senses
of sound and light
smell and taste
go passing by unappreciated
unperceived

The most useless phenomena are the most significant
to the dying man and his seconds of pleasure.

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Captive Chicago

open fridge
early morning
cold feet

it’s ok
don’t rush
serotonin

open my eyes
from meditation
snow drops

a cough from inside
a window
full of plants

she laughs
at me
i don’t know why

old man looks
at a pigeon
walking away

mariachi music
from the tamale vendor
america

a smile
young man
who knows

woo-hoo
a girl
viva la mexico

something popped
a woman laughing
car horn

sad man
expensive car
driving

homeless man
pushing radio
static

these things
in my room
when i die

flash of light
like a bug
gone

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Travel Poems

 

[Last week I took the ‘California Zephyr’ from Chicago. Zephyr means the west wind, a gentle breeze, or something transitory. It’s named after Zephyrus, the ancient greek god that is the western wind. And the time of the year is March, named after Mars, the God of War. I’m not sure if it’s coincidence or not, that we ‘march’ to war. Anyway, my time in Boulder Colorado was the dance of both these spirits: a gentle breeze at war]

 

The 2-D land
transforms gracefully
into the third dimension
somewhere in
Western Illinois.

 

My heart goes out to you, Kewanee, IL.
Your tractor distribution center
each tractor, painted golden-rod
a little boy’s dream.
And the FedEx® distribution center spells
JOBS… for now.
An antique store, an old-fashioned ice cream bar,
you’re neither shabby nor rich, Kewanee.
A Mexican-American restaurant
both flags painted, side-by-side.
An indoor bridge that spans Main Street-
something to marvel at
Especially when you’re a boy
from an even smaller town who thinks
Kewanee is huge.
Out there is a philosophy major
who knows this town is desolate.
Will she leave before
it stamps her fate?

 

Early evening makes me depressed. The sun’s decided to go. My mind returns to childhood in Northern Illinois: the sun setting, dad coming home from work, kids at the baseball diamond. The growing quiet, the end of games. Worse than night, because the sun is still hanging around― but it won’t be. Like an animal confronted with death- a surge of vitality comes to everything: the last breeze of the day blows shredded plastic across a field until it’s caught in a rut.

 

A cross country team
jogging out of a cemetery
overhead
geese fly north

 

Country flowing
this way and that.

 

I read the handwriting
of Chinese calligraphy
and cannot understand a word.
But it looks sloppy, mocking
the way Shakespeare
wrote slang: with a mastery
the academics, orderly and reverent,
could not match.

 

Dark rocky Oolong
Gongfu, or ‘tea with skill’
In the back of a shop
A remote space
Separated by a wall
Of feeling
Low to the ground
A waterfall
And paper lights
From Target®

 

Young Socrates dons his new hat past
The homeless folk. They call him out.
He shoots back- logically- and loses his cool.
He walks away, ashamed
The sun shoves his shadow into the rushing water.
To swim he’s got to let go his wealth.

 

The furnace is making noise:
one long exhale that never stops.

 

An old wound re-opened.
I don’t want to hurt
them or me.

 

Ancestor spirits
Guide and protect me
So that I can carry It further
One day
Joining them
In that realm
Of spirit
And wisdom
And great calm
Guiding the next.

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